you'll find it hiding in shadows

2010-03-03T19:49:00.000-08:00

2010-02-22T18:59:00.000-08:00

there's this deep nausea in me,
and gravity is reversed internally

2010-02-06T19:48:00.000-08:00

negative thoughts

do what you love, love what you do

2010-01-31T00:04:00.000-08:00

2010-01-24T23:06:00.000-08:00

THE BEAUTY OF
VULNERABILITY MAKES
ME FEEL HUMAN AGAIN

rotting rotten teeth

2010-01-21T15:26:00.000-08:00

2010-01-14T14:04:00.000-08:00

2010-01-11T19:07:00.000-08:00

i dont exist

2010-01-04T20:54:00.000-08:00

sometimes

running

2009-12-30T22:24:00.001-08:00

2009-12-26T22:17:00.001-08:00

2009-12-25T20:57:00.000-08:00

fourteen,

innocence

2009-12-23T15:09:00.000-08:00

people are alright in moderation.

B4D

2009-11-30T17:45:00.001-08:00

THE BIG BAD WOLF

2009-11-30T16:05:00.000-08:00

i wish nothing but good for you my dear

2009-11-29T11:09:00.001-08:00

stuck in my self inflicted neglect,
i'm going crazy.

2009-11-23T19:01:00.000-08:00

i didn't answer,

breathing in your air,
entangled on a warm summer trampoline,
serotonin bleeding from our ears

but i didn't answer,

its just a delusion now

2009-11-20T21:41:00.000-08:00

used to be the one of the rotten ones
and I liked you for that
now you're all gone, got your make-up on
and you're not coming back
bleachin' your teeth, smiling flash
talking trash, under your breath
bleachin' your teeth, smiling flash
talking trash, under my window
park that car, drop that phone,
sleep on the floor, dream about me
used to be the one of the rotten ones
And I liked you for that
now you're all gone, got your make-up on
and you're not coming back

2009-11-09T13:26:00.001-08:00

feeling stuck,
stuck in this cycle

dreams

2009-10-28T13:46:00.001-07:00

dream from elise hanson on Vimeo.

questions

2009-10-28T12:20:00.000-07:00

strangers

2009-10-25T10:49:00.000-07:00

sitting in a dark theater,
the fabric of your sleeve glides up against your neighbor's sleve,
once the fabric touches,
this energy flows into you,
a stranger, with a whole different view on life,
someone you haven't heard past stories about,

i'm waiting for more intimate settings with some strangers.

what happened,

2009-10-05T17:16:00.000-07:00

the thought of you still lingers on,
have fun in jail.

in the midst

2009-10-04T16:38:00.000-07:00

of dependancy and frustration,
im a happy humanbeing.

..

2009-09-29T22:28:00.001-07:00

please stay from elise hanson on Vimeo.

2009-09-28T20:30:00.000-07:00

symptoms of schizotypal personality disorder

* odd or eccentric mannerisms or appearance
* superstitious or preoccupied with paranormal phenomena
* difficult to follow speech patterns
* feelings of anxiety in social situations
* suspiciousness and paranoia
* odd beliefs or magical thinking
* appears shy, aloof, or withdrawn to others

quiet day

2009-09-27T20:17:00.001-07:00

SUNDAY from elise hanson on Vimeo.

2009-09-23T19:32:00.000-07:00

i use to identify myself by my friends,
i feel like they've all gone.

all that's left is me.
that's okay.

i'm sick of pleasing.

2009-09-18T13:58:00.000-07:00

give me a
long haired,
bearded
challenge

2009-09-17T13:28:00.000-07:00

/i've never been in love,
but shared spit with 12.

/only the honest blunt truth,
i appreciate it, i think its quite beautiful.

/im growing, im growing as a human being.

/"life is a sphere" words from a dream figure crying on a table.

/mental illnesses have been intriguing.

2009-09-07T22:41:00.000-07:00

life, a long process of trial and error.

2009-09-03T20:25:00.000-07:00

Jan Durina - "Nikoletta" from Jan Durina on Vimeo.

2009-08-29T22:30:00.000-07:00

CAREFREE,
WE ALL WORRY TO MUCH

\\]\]\]\]\]\]\]]]]\\\

2009-08-23T15:30:00.001-07:00

self struggle, isolations.

2009-08-18T23:04:00.000-07:00

drastic change?
let go so fast?
i like to fade.
drastic loneliness.
drastic loneliness.
why do i always get like this?

no more little girl games.
i guess. i guess.

in this old house im not alone

2009-08-16T23:57:00.000-07:00

i see beauty in people,
but i find myself resenting everyone around.

is change really going to satisfy me?
are new people going to make me happier?

2009-08-13T12:45:00.000-07:00

i feel like no one is true.
we're all liers and fakers.
im sorry i feel this way.

2009-07-31T13:01:00.001-07:00

2009-07-19T21:38:00.000-07:00

i feel so confident for the first time in a long time.

2009-07-18T10:57:00.000-07:00

this summer has been horrible,
take me back to spring

2009-07-16T10:41:00.000-07:00

for all of this, i'm better off without you,
do you regret all your loneliness?

2009-07-12T12:44:00.000-07:00

i cant remember being this bad,
i guess its an excuse to get back on my feet.

2009-06-02T08:53:00.001-07:00

...karen abad is genius

2009-05-29T10:04:00.000-07:00

2009-05-25T13:34:00.001-07:00

mistakesmistakesmistakes

2009-01-08T19:51:00.000-08:00